The Waiting Room

Yes, I have been listening to Pink Floyd.

I have been a very angry person. I have stumbled into a demension of pissed off that I have never been before.

And I think people at work noticed.

They are trying to make happy, appease me, if you will, for the situation which is of their doing. I have been given the green light to teach some courses next semester that are within my skills set.

So, I should be pleased with the effort, right?

Hell to the No!

See, if I had applied for a job teaching the courses they have for me, without all the other drama, there would be no issue and no reason for my anger. But, I can't help but be pissed every time I see what by all rights should be mine. So, I now I see these classes as a means to pacify me, because there are people who lack the scrotal circumference to do what is right

I can't remember a time where I have been this pissed off. Usually, I wallow in depression and self hatrad. I am too angry to be sad. Besides, I don't feel the least bit sad.

Nor, should I be.

They know I am pissed. What they don't know is that they pissed off the wrong person.